I'm tired and I don't want to think anymore. I wish that our brains had this switch that we could just shut it down like a computer shuts down or hibernates or go on standby mode so that we wouldn't have to be constantly thinking so much most of the time. Even when we think that we're asleep, we're usually unconsciously thinking about something or there is something in particular that is bothering us behind in our minds. Silent moments in thoughts would be nice once in a while.
So back to life. Nic has now officialy moved out of the house. Heh. I mean not that I'm celebrating as in popping champagne or anything like that. It feels kind of lonely actually now with her not living under the same roof as me for the last two and a half weeks. I suppose this has been sort of in preparation mode for me to get ready to room-mate life when and if I study abroad. Which will most probably happen next year at the very least. But yeah. Sigh.
Oh and I just found out from Sharon today that Monash Uni actually offers this exchange student program thing where the first year of your degree course will be spent in Malaysia, of course, followed by the second year at any country overseas of your choice as long as the country is in that particular list of Monash's, and then the final year back in Malaysia and finally completing the Masters in Australia. It doesn't sound too bad considering that the course fees will be paid as in locally (Malaysia) with the exception of paying for the overseas accomadation and extras of course. It sounds almost too good to be true. But yeah, so now I'm tempted to check out Monash, again, this Friday or Saturday. Maybe I should just submit my application since I can always reject it if I decide otherwise. The best part of going to Monash will be the later starting date in February 15th. That's more than a month away! Triple sigh.
I have just double and triple checked the details and I just realised that I have been too swayed by the glamourous possibility of being able to study in a student exchange program. If I do take up on this Monash offer I don't think I'll be able to do the major I want to, which is and always has been Business Law. I mean I could do it, but it'll have to be in Malaysia. What would be the point of me studying there now if I'm just going to be stuck here for the next three years? Choices and decisions like these are going to be the death of me soon. Grr.
There, I'm done ranting for the night now. I have just started on The "Chronicles of Narnia" by the famed C.S. Lewis. Okay, fine so I just read one chapter last night but I was tired. I'm excited that I'm finally going to be reading this acclaimed book now. The movie is supposed to be coming out this year, though I've no idea of the exact date. I'll be looking forward to that as well.
There're a whole list of movies I'm dying to watch. There's Depp's "Finding Neverland", Zach Braff's "Garden State", "Chocolat", "Sideways", and Bill Murray's "The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou". Whee. It's going to be a good year for movies. I hope at the least. That's all for tonight I suppose. There's nothing much I'd like to blah about which I can pick at the top of my head now.
