The burden of studying and the final assignment are slowly overwhelming me. I'm never doing four subjects in one semester ever again. It's too taxing and exhausting for me.
Mostly all is well with me. Finished catching up with Nip/Tuck Season 1 already but I still like Season 2 better. Just had much more drama and shock factor. Or maybe it's just that I know most of the things that happened already that it's not that surprising to me anymore. But the stories make sense now and I don't feel so in the dark about it all. Now, if only Season 3 will make it to our shores as soon as possible.
I've been feeling a bit peevish and get upset for no real reason these days. I think I'm going crazy again. Bouts of restlessness will descend upon me and I can't concentrate anymore on my work or whatever it is I'm doing then. Could it be ADD? I hope not. That's a scary thought. Maybe it's a phase. Please let it be a stupid phase. I always give this excuse to myself.
"It's a phase. It'll pass. In time."
Yeah. Cool. Good. Uh huh. Yep.
Or maybe I'm just in a rut. A bloody rut that won't go away. I need to do something other than focusing on the bloody books. I want to go rock-climbing. I want to work as a bartender. Or a barrister, whichever I get to first. I'd love to concoct some weird alcoholic beverage in that cool shaker tumbler and get anyone loaded up and drunk on it. Provided it is potent enough. I want to go backpacking in Europe. I want to learn French, Spanish, Italian, German, Japanese, and maybe Thai. I want to converse in a foreign language with other people so that when I want to bitch about the person in front of me to another I can do it in a different language so that they'll never know and will just think that I complimented them with a saying like, "Nice haircut/shirt/pants.". So, now you know not to let me learn another language. Or at least learn them with me so that I won't have the chance to bitch.
Back to my books now. Gosh, I wish I was anywhere but here right now.
