Can't stay long. Got loads to do and complete by tomorrow. The stress is really building up now.
I need quiet. I've only just realised how sensitive and annoyed I get whenever things around me start to get really noisy or chaotic. Usually the chatter and the noise in the lecture hall don't really bother me that much and I can easily shut them out of my mind with a little music, but now I just want to tell every person in the room to just shut up and let some people in the room who want to study and get a passing grade unlike those who don't see the gravity of the situation.
So I may be overreacting but I'm sure there are others out there who feel the same way as me but can't tell a roomful of hundred over students that ten of us want some quiet for a bit now. It's too harmful to one's health if we tried to attempt that.
Maybe it's just myself that's changing. Oh no. I'm getting old and naggy. I can't get old and naggy. It's not time yet. I'm not supposed to get old and naggy till I hit at least 45. The horror! Time to blast some music into my head now to get that awful thought out.
Time to clock out. I'm getting desperate. I need resources! I hate researching for things I think I already know but don't have the conviction to say that I already know them well enough to not research more.
On another not-so-light note, I think I'm putting on weight again. And I just managed to shed two pounds too just last week. The weighing scale is the most evil and vile thing on earth ever created by man.
