For the past two weeks, my life seemed to have been revolving around all things to do with Cafe International in IH apart from the whole process of decorating and getting ready for the event, it had a carnival like feeling to it especially since the theme was 'The 70's Show'.
So yeah, what have I really been up to and doing for these few incognito weeks?
In a word, or maybe two and more, Cafe, assignments, studying, stress, and sorting out a-not-really-complicated situation but is anyway.
It seems like time is moving at an extraordinarily fast and slow pace at the same time for me now. Sometimes I would be studying in my room peacefully and in a non-stressing atmosphere, and I'd feel that time was passing by mildly slowly but insanely too fast at the same time for me to catch up on my work. Then, the next moment when I'm hanging out in the JCR or dining hall talking with friends and sharing tales of oddities in and out of IH and uni, time may and may not pass fast enough for me to relish those moments and savour the comfortable intimate thoughts that flash by me.
The stress factor is being upped on a daily and regular basis now with exams approaching and me having my first test in exactly a month time. On this basis, time is rushing way too fast for me to catch my breath or even my marks. By the time I realize it, I'd be done with my exams and on my flight back home to Malaysia.
Amazing.
Just when I'm getting really comfortable here in Melbourne, I have to get yanked back home. Not that I'm exactly complaining much but just that I just wish that I didn't have this exam barrier thing here where I can't and am not able to utilise my time fully here by spending it with friends and people that matter.
It's a double-edged sword, I tell you. I'm annoyed yet not entirely so that I wrap myself around it so much that I self-destruct and implode.
Ah, yes. My little not-that-complicated-situation but kind of is thing. I would like to talk about it but it's just too long winded for a blog to start off with. In short, I'm too tired and couldn't be damned or arsed to babble much on it. Let's just say that I'd really like to push it all away from my mind as far away as possible and just focus on my tests.
That's probably a good idea. I really need to concentrate and not have this burden or shadowy thoughts floating around me right now.
Excuse the disjointed thoughts accompanying this post. I went to bed at four this morning and woke up after less than six hours of sleep to continue with the setting up of the decorations in the JCR and dining hall, tables including cutlery, glasses, and plates, paper flowers, fancy napkins and cool 70's type floating candles in glasses, for the 'big' annual event thing in IH till dinner.
I decree myself officially an oddity which isn't too surprising but I'm only realising it fully now.
jillian!found your page, by luck of bpa sesha and the horrid assignment that comes along with it.
you're interesting. your blog's interesting=]
see you on friday!
you're interesting. your blog's interesting=]
see you on friday!